A Little Bit Personal
2 Corinthians 5:21 God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.
If that verse doesn’t get you so excited on the inside that you want to jump or dance or shout, then you might not fully understand grace.
This is an excerpt of an email I wrote a friend a few years ago where I was relating a dream I’d had and the effect it had on me:
“Another strange thing that I know was in the first email I sent you is that my middle name means Grace. Whenever I think about that it makes me uncomfortable because I don’t feel like I understand God’s grace in a tangible way outside of just the line that you hear all the time “mercy is that Jesus got what we deserved and grace is that we get what He deserved.” You know how there is talk in the Bible about God giving us new names? I want a new name so badly, but I’ve told Him a few times that I don’t want it to be Grace because it doesn’t seem to fit. I can’t even really understand why I feel that way but I know I start to tear up every time I think about it. Grace feels like something that doesn’t belong to me and I feel almost resistant to having any part of it, which I know makes no sense because I’m a Christian saved by grace.”